Penderfynol

"Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. Security does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than exposure." Helen Keller

I don't know what I feel anymore, every day seems uninteresting and boring. I can't remember the last time I felt truly happy or excited about something, It feels as though part of me has died, my fires gone. I feel like years are passing by and I'm just stuck in a stagnant state. My friends are all coupled up and I'm just left. I fear I'm going to be stuck like this and waste my life. I design for a living which was my passion is ....but I seem to resent the fact I need to churn projects out quickly with no real thought and enthusiasm has gone behind it. I feel mentally exhausted in the week and always try and  plan to find a something new

:D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FLaGPmvCBL8 :D